Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Seaside

 Seaside

The lights flicker and go out

I still sit watching the waves

The sound filters in

But doesn’t land anywhere

While my lights are still on

The darkness prevails

And the diminishing horizon

Goes obscure

 

The laughter slowly dies down

I still sit watching the waves

The water wets my feet

But doesn’t touch anywhere

While my lights are still on

The world sleeps off

And the gripping vastness

Goes obscure

 

The shooting crackers are long gone

I still sit watching the waves

The sands shift through my feet

But doesn’t leave at all

While my lights are still on

The clouds hide the moon

And the abating silence

Goes obscure

 

The memories slowly filter in

I still sit watching the waves

The waves crash on rocks

But doesn’t whisper anymore

While my lights are still on

The sky meets the horizon

And the splashing blue

Goes obscure

 

The ache is back again

I still sit watching the waves

The heart starts to beat fast

But I don’t feel the throb at all

While my lights slowly incinerate

The hand caresses my lips

And the squeezing serenity

Goes obscure

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Wednesday, May 26, 2021

Mirror

Mirror

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the scariest of them all?

Behold the darkness of your dreams

I speak nothing but the silence of your scream

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the bravest of them all?

Behold the walls around your heart

I speak nothing but the lines that are scarred

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the sweetest of them all?

Behold the bitterness within your soul

I speak nothing but the evil you stole

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the faithful of them all?

Behold the trust you broke

I speak nothing but the heart you choked

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the happiest of them all?

Behold the smile that hides the pain

I speak nothing but the thoughts that are chained

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the beautiful of them all?

Behold the scars that mar the lines

I speak nothing but the eyes that look at you and shine

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the normal of them all?

Behold the stern stance of the usual

I speak nothing but the hidden strength of the unusual

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the loneliest of them all?

Behold the crowd around you

I speak nothing but the emptiness that is true

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the guiltiest of them all?

Behold the crimes that you hide

I speak nothing but the eyes that leave you terrified

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Who is the fairest of them all?

Behold the skin that is dark

I speak nothing but the fairness within the bark

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Thursday, April 1, 2021

Raindrops

 Raindrops

I struggle to cope

I survive still not live

I am devastated but not ruined

Yet the life in my palms slips away slowly

And the raindrops keep on falling

But nothing reaches the deep

 

I falter on every step

I wake up to empty rooms

I see you everywhere

Yet the mirror in my palms slips away slowly

And the raindrops keep on falling

But nothing reaches the deep

 

I search for you

I try to grab onto scraps

I feel alive with every breathe I take

Yet the sense in my palms slips away slowly

And the raindrops keep on falling

But nothing reaches the deep

 

I drive away everything

I smile and laugh

I let the world seep in

Yet the universe in my palms slips away slowly

And the raindrops keep on falling

But nothing reaches the deep

 

Reminiscence shelters every core

The heart stops but beats never slow down

Silence rules everything now

Yet the screams in my palms slips away

And the raindrops keep on falling

But nothing reaches the deep

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Friday, January 22, 2021

When It's Time to go.....

When It's Time to go.....

When it’s time to go, I’ll close my eyes and forget

When it’s time to go, I’ll open my walls and feel

When it’s time to go, I’ll let you hold my hand and cry

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Push me out and forget

 

When it’s time to go, I’ll bring on the pain and filter it in

When it’s time to go, I’ll let the tears fall and not feel guilty

When it’s time to go, I’ll break all barriers and finally breathe

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Lock your heart and forget the key

 

When it’s time to go, I’ll shatter myself and defragment everything

When it’s time to go, I’ll let the regrets fall and be bygones be bygones

When it’s time to go, I’ll love again and not think of time

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Break yourself and rebuild

 

When it’s time to go, I’ll silence myself and see more

When it’s time to go, I’ll kill the emotions and begin the backtrack

When it’s time to go, I’ll close my senses and open my mind

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Fall and rise up again

 

When it’s time to go, I’ll seize the moment and fly high

When it’s time to go, I’ll stop the work and slip away

When it’s time to go, I’ll not look for shores and horizons

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Rebuild the walls and enclose yourself

 

When it’s time to go, I’ll not look back and let bonds grasp me

When it’s time to go, I’ll not fear the onslaught and walk through

When it’s time to go, I’ll stop my existence and not want to live again

When it’s time to go, I’ll grant you a wish

Scrap and scar your heart

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Thursday, December 31, 2020

Love Was Never in The Air

Love Was Never in The Air

The sighs, the stolen glances

The exchanged notes

The endless wait

The silent yet simmering fire

But Love was never in the air

 

The soft touches, the fingertip caresses

The suggested words

The many discussions

The hope of something more

But Love was never in the air

 

The ever excited heart, the heat within

The fantasies

The skipping heartbeat

The drowning sensation

But Love was never in the air

 

The urges, the rushed words

The unspoken confessions

The swallowed letters

The dropped hints

But Love was never in the air

 

The surprise, the shocked bump

The broken fragments

The small yet stumbling sorrys

The hazy walks down the corridor

But Love was never in the air

 

The shattered hopes, the dried-up tears

The cold yet pinching pain

The notion of non-belief

The turning to a blank page

But Love was never in the air

 

The ended games, the coming of age

The moved-on smiles and laughs

The meshed single glance

The striking memories

But Love was never in the air

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Monday, September 7, 2020

Aches and Breaks

 Aches and Breaks 

There is too much to say

Too much to feel

But nothing could ever portray

The heartbreak I feel

 

I sit in the dark

I let my anguish grab me

But nothing could shackle me more

Than the heartache I feel

 

Tears have fallen

Some still remain

But nothing could wash away

The heartbreak I feel

 

Time lapses slowly

Minutes turn into hours

But nothing slithers through my veins

Than the heartache I feel

 

While I laugh and smile

The world joins in

But nothing could lessen

The heartbreak I feel

 

The words filter through my ears

The pain jabs my soul

But nothing could stop

The heartbreak I feel

 

The walls within me shift

The mind tells me not to feel

But nothing runs high

Than the heartache I feel

 

The flames engulf me

The burning is too much to handle

But nothing could blanch

The heartbreak I feel

 

The corners are sharper than knives

Barriers harder than brick

But nothing is more concrete

Than the heartache I feel

 

I am in command

There is nothing that can mow me down

But nothing could control

The heartbreak I feel

 

Time is not a healer

It is just a breather

As nothing could filter out

The aches and breaks I feel

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Friday, August 28, 2020

Never Have I Ever

 Never Have I Ever

Never have I ever lived my dreams

As I should have

Never have I ever climbed mountains

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I soar high

 Higher than mountains

Higher than dreams

 

Never have I ever build the bridges

As I should have

Never have I ever said those sorrys

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I look beyond the regrets

Beyond the bridges

Beyond the sorrys

 

Never have I ever kept the door open

As I should have

Never have I ever tasted success

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I break all failures

Break the door open

Break success

 

Never have I ever let go

As I should have

Never have I ever given pain for pain

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I start walking again

Walking without letting go

Walking without pain

 

Never have I ever locked my heart

As I should have

Never have I ever stopped loving

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I free my self

Free my heart

Free my love

 

Never have I ever jumped without looking

As I should have

Never have I ever trusted risk

As I should have

But far goes story

When I create without boundaries

Create without looking

Create to trust risks

 

Never have I ever felt proud of my self

As I should have

Never have I ever given me a chance

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I let my shoulders rise high

Rise with pride

Rise with every chance

 

Never have I ever laughed the last laugh

As I should have

Never have I ever delivered punchlines

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I let my actions speak louder than words

Louder than the last laugh

Louder than the punchlines

 

Never have I ever seen my worth

As I should have

Never have I ever seen the best in me

As I should have

But far goes my story

When I stamp my geniuses

Stamp my worth

Stamp the best in me

 

But far goes my story

When I say never have I ever

For every never have I ever

Is just another soaring path

To another never have I ever

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